OK, folks. i just might be coming back to regular posting soon. i'm not sure yet, but we'll see how this goes.
first, i want to explain. and let me say that i feel like a big dork explaining all of this, because really, it seems silly now. one reason i've been waiting to come back to the blog is because with all my hinting and building up of my big 'super-secret crafting project', i had this big 'reveal' all planned out, and i wanted everything to be just perfect. but somewhere along the way (i'll get to that part later) i got sidetracked and behind schedule and a little discouraged, and my big reveal didn't seem very exciting anymore. so anyway, out with it already, right?
so, the super-secret project: forever and ever i've been wanting to sell my crafted things. you guys know i love to make things, and people are always saying "oh you could sell that!" and maybe they were just being nice, but i secretly always wanted to be able to sell some of the goodies that i have so much fun making, and i've gone back and forth about it all for years. lots of back and forth, and never enough 'going for it'. so anyway, i decided to go for it. my plan was to make 20 things and open a little online Etsy shop by the end of february.
in mid-february i found out about The Softie Awards and it seemed perfect for my plan: i'd open my shop, enter a few things in the contest, win the contest, and people everywhere would love my creations and the shop would sell out within minutes of every update. okay, so that wasn't really my plan. really, i was just hoping to have the shop open by the time i entered the contest so i might get a few more lookers at the shop. (again, i know, out with it already, right?)
well, also in mid-february, an exciting event occurred that totally threw my whole crafty plan off balance. (and anyone who i've talked to recently probably already knows this, but,...) i'm pregnant! yep - in late october another member of our family will come into the world, and we couldn't be more thrilled. adella will be a big sister! and i'll be a mama of two! we're all very excited and happy, and well, you'll be hearing much more about all of this baby business in the next few months - i will most definitely be keeping everyone posted. but let me get back to the story now before i forget where i was going...
besides being extremely happy and excited, being newly pregnant has also made me extremely tired, forgetful, and mostly very unmotivated. and not only where crafting is concerned. i'm basically unmotivated to do much of anything at all - cooking, cleaning, errands, showering - you know, even the necessities. it took a little while, but after a few weeks of adjustment, i'm feeling better about it all now. i needed to let go of some things that were piling up on me (oh yes - cleaning the house was first on the list to go) and accept that i just wasn't going to get everything done 'on time'. so my february 28th deadline for opening the shop has been pushed back indefinitely. it's still on the table (literally. everything is still piled on the kitchen table) but i'm going to let it go until the right time comes back around. and i know in a few weeks i'll get my energy back, my brain back (i hope), and i'll have lots of new and fresh ideas brewing.
one thing i decided to go ahead with was to enter the softie awards, even with these less-than perfect pictures and no shop to visit. so i entered three dolls and a blanket, all of which will be in the shop... someday. with all the amazing softies entered (there are over 2000 - check them out!) i certainly don't expect to win, but it is fun and exciting for me to put myself out there like that. and today, one of my dolls made it to the front page of the softie awards blog! the deadline for entries is march 9th, and then the judges will pick the top 5 in each category. after that, voting opens to the public - that means you! so i'll let you know when voting opens so you can vote for your favorites, okay? in the meantime, check out the flickr pool and see all the wonderfully creative softies out there!
so, slowly, slowly, things are happening around here. i'm trying my best to give the energy i have to adella, stig, and myself (and baby!), and the rest will have to wait. it's been really nice to have some warm weather to inspire us to get out and play more, and i'm sure that the lovely spring days to come will inspire some new creative energy as well. i'm looking forward to it all, and enjoying this time of change and growth. i'll keep you posted as things develop, and i do plan to get back to regularly scheduled blogging soon.
**if you've made it this far and are still reading, pat yourself on the back - i didn't mean to be quite so rambling - but thanks for sticking with me!**